卡爾斯丁的部落格

November 11, 2009

@.@|||

Filed under: 人生 — calverstine @ 1:57 pm

最近新工作里头,跟end user 碰面的机会多了,so我的end user handling skill也渐渐的有所改善,可是,还是会碰到一些很搞笑的场面

2009.11.11
I) ’start’ button。。

hello good morning, this is Johnny, how may I assist you? – 早上有个电话打来,他好像很慌张的在找东西,‘yesterday I saved a word document copy on my pc, and today I can’t find it, can you help me?’, @。@..‘yes, you can click on ’start’..’,‘等等’。。过了一两分钟,我听到按键声,

yap, I found it, it’s next to the ALT button on the keyboard’, ‘(@。@)o..you found it?
ok, now go to My Recent Document and try see if your document is there.’

过了一两分钟,‘哦, I found it’, ‘now open the document and saved to your desired directory。。’
case closed.

to be continue 。。。

October 14, 2009

音乐盒updated

Filed under: 人生 — Tags: , , , , — calverstine @ 6:52 am

这首歌不错下:

October 12, 2009

明天过后

Filed under: 人生 — calverstine @ 9:18 pm

(十月十一日)最近天气很干热,也不太想出去外面,只想静静呆在家里,享受早上阳光射进房间角落,边喝白开水看书,但是,电话里头又响起‘爸他想回家。。’的讯息,好烦好dry的title,却逃避不了,差点想爆口叫他去死了(从生命的开端,我就不是个很孝顺的孩子了,也没什么感受到我有人疼爱,无所谓别人怎么看),妈的,臭鸡蛋!¥%……#¥&×U%$W^$)(×&……。。

我一个人驾着别人的车去上大学,靠姐姐的名字接到贷款,自己当了担保人,供我大学毕业,到我进入社会大学,一个人付清贷款,两口袋空空,直到今天我终于知道为什么到现在我都会选择这里一个人生活,其实我有家庭和没有没分别。。

前两天哥和大嫂来这里叫去吃饭,他问我,‘我想把他接回来古晋,请护士照顾他,。。(滔滔不绝)。。爸也是你的爸,你会怎样?

心里哽了一下,冷冷想着,我什么时候又被当过儿子被问候过,我一个人这里日晒雨淋有被问下吗?我新工上班前晚去银行按钱遇到水灾差点被冲走你知道吗?(不是路边的印度人拉住我已经拜拜了,水高到腰部。。)我工作不顺利,有被关心吗?我缺钱用,有人可以顶我背后吗?租房子被人骗钱,屋主威胁我如何如何,什么什么,又怎样????

上述的都是历史刻下的疤痕,心里冷冷的想,我爸连路边那双陌生人的暖手都不如。整个饭局我很安静,狠狠的把可以吃下去的东西都吃下去,哥知道我副脾气,没多话,可是到最后,他还是三八的问了一下,‘怎样?’

我说‘不行。。’,‘为什么?’,‘他回去就没了’,我的话讲就到这里,没讲下去。因为我想了良久,他如果回去,他肯定要求我们照顾他两个女儿,那时如果被拒绝,后果很不堪设想,而且就算连他的兄弟天天回去都被他数到像狗那样,都不合的来,如果回去那不是更没有机会康复??哥和大嫂心里肯定知道我是怎样过的。。

我只是可以从这里下笔孝顺你了,就这样,恕我不想直接表露我的意思,有些东西,你比我更清楚。又或是你有生之年你可以读到这封文章,你会骂到我狗屁不如吧?我对你是什么了??我们对你是什么了?我们痛不痛没人理,你痛就要我们关心?又或许你会对人生改观?我不知道,每个人都有无上的灵性智慧,世间充满 美丽的变数。。

没所谓,我的痛埋在心房里,希望明天过后,你可以康复,快乐。

-终-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tw3JZP8Aw_8

October 9, 2009

吵了贴心的一架

(October 9, 2009) 我们前两天,吵了一架,算吵架吗?不知道,她把所有的胡思乱想都摆到电话,我只听进一半,因为,我太熟悉她了,她的臭老头脾气。她告诉我她会很花心,我没听太多,她嘴巴或许会,但是,她都出自于她的自我保护义志;别要被男人欺负。。

被她这么一弄,点醒了我记得两首老歌:志成的换日线,和凌晨三点半。蛮好听的,尤其是他那一段LOVE CAN BE SO BEAUTIFUL,。。凌乱的房间的里头还留着你的香味,怎么也戒不掉妳独特的笑容。。就这样我被首歌’虐待’了我耳朵两天。

过后的两天,我都很早上床睡了,因为累荒了,而且我没采她,让她cool down。 前天晚上,看到了一封她的FORWARD信息,一封我认为她害羞道歉的暗示性信息,临晨给了一封信息我,她道歉了。。

(我想先别接受她的道歉),so我7.30写了封message过去讨生日大餐当赔罪,被她怪牛头不对马嘴,因为道歉和生日大餐是两回事,。。哈哈,凭妳聪明一世也不解吧?如果我还在意那件琐碎的电话内容,我还会给封接受道歉的暗示性信息和你讨饭吃哦,傻瓜!!

其实我都没放心里,我想说,我比你更明白没自由的难受和痛苦,我知道 。

p/s: 还有期待妳的心意,还有,我不会送mangkali心型巧克力啦,哈哈,baka, XD。。^^
love, heart

October 4, 2009

最伤心的一季

Filed under: 享受, 人生, 家庭, 旅程 — Tags: , — calverstine @ 7:22 pm

前几天,在公司看着姐姐发送的skype讯息,不知道我可以怎样回复,不知道我可以怎样选择。

回头瞧瞧,爸爸离开家乡好久了吧,在这里,我从前是恨他多过喜欢他的, 因为他在外面胡搞,而且还和马来人有染,生了两个孩子。

我很压抑,那时候,回到那不堪回忆的中三年级到中五这几个年头,老师要求见家长拿成绩单,问我姐姐,怎么办,她语塞了。

后来告诉老师,爸生病了,或outstation做生意,瞒天过海。我们只得继续生活,爸偶然会回来,伸手要钱,喝酒,把不满化成语言当成我长大的饮料每天逼我喝下,让我对叔叔产生复仇的心态,我心想爸还是爸吗?说了一堆他从前如何如何的顾家,如何如何满足家庭虚无的炫耀,承担收有的负担拱起头家,如何栽培叔叔。。其实这些事在我写着这部落格时,是数十年前的事了,你有仔细照镜子看到从前的你吗,那个家伙死了,当他离家时。。

最无辜的莫过于妈妈,她面对的不单是最伤心的一季,而且也因为爸的手段,她也是破产人士之一,欠下银行巨款,失去自由,失去一切,而且身份也同时间接变成单身,这是我可以体会到的。

如今,他突然中风,姐姐问我一个问题,我问了身边的近人这样的一个问题, 他们都没办法满足我的身份的答案;我身为他儿子的答案。这些大概是姐姐写在skype上面的内容:

*Old man, Father  is negotiating to bring his two children back, via pleasing your cousin, I don’t know the negotiation status yet, but please be serious to find a place to stay at your area, I might want you to take care of mummy.  B’coz something big might happened soon.  I call him and tell him I will go fetch him back from xxxx, he post me a question how about his two children. I was trying to save his live now, and he drag the two children down, what’s my concern to them?

*Old man 指的是我,因为我常读她的长篇大论要很久才消化然后回答.
我给不到我姐姐任何圆满的答案,我回复说把孩子暂时放在孤儿院。跟着语塞了。我回心一想how about my mother’s feeling?

两天后的七点半晨,’you online?’, ‘half an hour, travelling to company‘,‘ok, chat skype later’.

I call him today mentioned that we would sponsored him xxx every month, you ok with that? “ok”  But the stupid woman on the other side says where got enough and double the price up, I didn’t answer the woman and shut the phone down. What you think? “Look, I am shit and tired of this.  If so, cut the offer. I just want to add my previous statement up:

To father:’I know you’re cursing there, about the total dis-respect of the sons and daughter you had in your live, but tell you what I,Johnny will survive harder under curse, we’re trying to save your live, not the rest of what you enjoy over there. In Kuching, you’re only my father, nothing else.

To the woman that enjoy my father there, pleased to hear your answer, but would you do the same to my mother if my sister bring the two kids back home and caused her stroke too. Who is taking care of her then? Who will support her financially? What if she dead ? Please consider this offer, anytime is valid. “

接着不久,我把Skype关了,如果你们站在我的立场上,你们可以怎样?你们像我这样对他吗?或者你们会不顾一切帮他?帮一个离开家数十年的人,帮一个他还自以为是的他吗? 只觉得,我的角色是个身份很灰暗的家伙,某人会暗想,不孝子的下一回合,就是我儿子也会这样对我,哈哈哈,我没有退路,不过一切只是为了让我妈妈开心和少压抑罢了,因为她失去太多太多了。

而且做了这决定后,我不太想回去了,一切就位,安排也妥当了。。
和大家分享这首歌, the climb。。。
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NG2zyeVRcbs&feature=related

Miley Cyrus – The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what?s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I’m going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

September 28, 2009

Ajax Currency on e-commerce portal

It’s long since I last wrote about technology use.

I am not a geek on myself but would like to share about my little idea to retreat currency rate from different country via web service using PHP and plug to javascript compiling with the helping hand of mighty j-Query.

Pre-requisites:
1.) I assumed you mater PHP, I assume you master below all.
2.) I have some syntax error and my code are unstructured, if you’re curiosity could kill a cat, try explore more yourself, ya; I learned that well and until today too.

What you need doing above:
1.) Internet connection of course.
2.) Apache, php with nusoap.dll enabled if I not mistaken the dll name :P .
3.) javascript jQuery copy no matter what version.
4.) Price list covered by div / span or any wrapper.
5.) a url http://www.webservicex.net/CurrencyConvertor.asmx?wsdl

Steps:
1.) Do your PHP nusoap to post variable to the 5.) url. Or you can just copy my code below:

#name this code get-currency.php
#for a list of currency code refer to this url: http://www.webservicex.net/WCF/ServiceDetails.aspx?SID=18
#thanks to W.Lai for this code contributions
$from = ‘MYR’;$to = ‘USD’;$sUrl = ‘http://www.webservicex.net/CurrencyConvertor.asmx?WSDL’;$client = new SoapClient($sUrl, array(‘trace’ => 1));$a = $client->ConversionRate(array(“FromCurrency” => $from, “ToCurrency” => $to));$johnny = $a->ConversionRateResult;print $johnny;

2.) for example now you can retreat this USD currency rate,  you can write a sample html to retreat like below:
/*partial of your html code like below*/
<div id=”Price1″ rel=”230.00″>230.00</div><div id=”Price3″ rel=”4500.00″>4500.00</div><select id=”currencyBox”><option value=”">Select your currency</option><option value=”USD”/>US Dollar<option value=”CNY”/>Chinese Yuen</select></html>


3.) in your javascript of course you first call jQuery  file, then you configure jQuery  regular expression selector to convert their currency using jQuery base AJAX $.get like below:
<script type=”text/javascript”>
$(document).ready(function(){
$(‘#currencBx’).change(function(){
var val = $this.value;
$(“div[id^=Prce]“).each(function(i){$(this).html(‘<i>Loading ‘+val+’ currency rate..</i>’;});
$.get(‘get-currency.php?from=MYR&to=’+val,{}, function(data, textStatus){if(textStatus==’success’){$(“div[id^=Prce]“).each(function(i){$(this).html(parseFloat(data) * parseFloat($(this).attr(‘rel’)); });}});});});</script>

4.) Done, then when you use the select box and change the value, it will grab the currency from webservicex and compile the new exchange rate to the screen without refershing, just by this simple code.

$sUrl = ‘http://www.webservicex.net/CurrencyConvertor.asmx?WSDL’;
$client = new SoapClient($sUrl, array(‘trace’ => 1));
$a = $client->ConversionRate(array(“FromCurrency” => $from, “ToCurrency” => $to));
$_SESSION['D_CURRENCY'] = $to;
$_SESSION['rate'] = $a->ConversionRateResult;

又多一记。。

(二十七号,九月)才刚收拾心情过我向往的清净日子,又被无情的消息打爆了我的2009年尾心情。我好累。为什么家人一个一个排队往我不想他们去的地方,心情超乱,在我刚刚恢复元气又来多一记。

接到消息说我爸爸中风,我要怎样,我不知道,我情愿我中风,你们来担心。而且我才刚刚清仓还债,算了,见一步走一步吧,日子就是这样。

这个2009年可能是我最记得的一年,算盘又被老天廖乱了。。

对了,顺便和大家分享中风的探测方法,如果发现有任何五十岁以上的有过跌到过后没什么事情,可以教他尝试念出自己的名字,举起拇指等等的动作,如果发现的早,可以的到适当的治疗和康复。

还有收到某人的评论说到我是烂深情情场骗子,以下是她的评论:

请你不要再提w这字行吗!被你提过我都觉得这字肮脏!!!而且你要烂深情,可以!!但请你不要不要脸的大大声宣布!!!还有你请不要把may也扯下水!!是你自己说骗话,不关may的事!!好!!既然你那么想知道我告诉你!!!!还记得我叫你delete照片那天你在做着什么吗?不记得是吗?我提你!!我在开着你skype!!看着你聊天!!看着你在收某人给你的低胸照!!!看着你写你想上某人!!!你简直比沟渠老鼠还要脏!!!我已经给你很多次机会你解释你竟然还是大言不惭的说你在找有关我的东西!!!!我撞车那天你在楼下听着什么电话!!你上来你告诉我你在干什么你应该还清楚记得吧!!你的骗话还有多少你应该比我清楚!!!所以你不要再假情假意去骗人了!!!!你会有报应的!!

我也不知道要如何打开这个死结。当然我有去查些历史资料,因为那时我已经是后付使用者,发现到某人撞车那天。。,而且。。。算了,不想解释,我把历史资料都洗了。

而且低胸照片也哈哈哈哈哈哈还记得Yossi告诉我做人要开心就好了,如果我没记错的话,Yossi也有看到低胸照片呢哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。

我也有不对咯,冷战时期居然想到和may去Tanjung Sepat避难,造就了今天,哈哈哈,命运啊 :P 。。。

我只有祝福妳,幸福快乐,青春常驻。

我真的好无奈,2009可不可以快快滚蛋。

还有如果苍天有报应,请你对着我来干就好,我愿意承受收有,并且努力活好我的每一天,还有真心感谢2008年某人的爱戴,和照顾,谢谢。。

我现在的心声,人生海海
就算是整个世界把我抛弃,而至少快乐伤心我自己决定。。
手上有个硬币,反面就决定放弃,可是我玩玩完完全全不想放弃!!

September 21, 2009

小新之父逝世

Filed under: 人生 — Tags: , , — calverstine @ 1:22 pm

又少了一个漫画内容娱乐性丰富的作者,节哀顺变。
http://comic.qq.com/a/20090921/000008.htm

September 20, 2009

Twilight 片尾曲:- Flightless Bird

Filed under: 人生 — calverstine @ 9:56 pm

刚刚发现半个月前没看完的SIDE b 吸血鬼电影,发现到片尾曲很不错下。尤其是它的片尾曲,flightless bird。

一首很浪漫的吸血鬼故事歌尾曲,flightless bird

一首很浪漫的吸血鬼故事歌尾曲,flightless bird

twilight 本书的封面

twilight 本书的封面

I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your straight blind eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you.. ♪

Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you,
Big pill looming

Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you.. ♪♫

Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you,
Big pill stuck going down

September 17, 2009

很Now and Forever♪♪~~

Filed under: 人生, 爱情 — Tags: , — calverstine @ 11:13 pm

♪ Whenever i’m weary form the battles that rage in my head~~ ♪

you make sense of madness when my sanity hangs by a thread

刚刚和同事打完羽毛球,回到家冲凉,听听这首歌,蛮舒服的。冲完后,看到了一个message,哈哈,不好意思,我会每个星期四七点到九点都会去打球 :P

i lose my way but still you seem to understand,
now and forever i will be your girl,
sometimes i just hold you,
too caugh up in me to see,
i’m holding a fortune that heaven has given to me,
i’ll try to show you each and every way i can,
now and forever i will be your girl,

还记得首歌听着她恋爱,我像她要这首歌了,她那时候不一样了,她的说话方式,她的礼节,变得很小鸟依人,但是好景不长,男的怀疑她,不信任她,离他而去,最让她心绞痛的是,‘妳真的好假。。’句话,后来家里又变节,害得她和父亲划清界限,她那时非常失落,对着好朋友放声痛哭,。。。

now i can rest my worries and always be sure

九月五号,晴天,我约了她下来补回她的生日。

她牵着我的手,怕丢失了方向(突然觉得自己像方向盘那样圆露露的)。

看着她小女人吃strawberry cheese cake的模样,真的很性感。哈哈~

that i won’t be alone anymore~~~♪
if i’d only known you were there all the time,
all this time,
until the day the ocean doesn’t touch the sand,
now and forever i will be your girl,
now and forever i will be your girl

有首歌想趁着这个主题和妳分享。

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I’ve been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind,

All I wanna do is find a way back into love,
I can’t make it through without a way back into love..

听完首歌后,好像好好睡,妳睡了吗?晚安~~ ^^

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